woah

i'm back. my life is boring, uneventful, and so i haven't blogged. i guess i'll do an update sometime, but just so you people who read(if there are any of you) know, i'm not dead.

So yesterday was an awefully emotional day. I pretty much had to say goodbye to Stephanie. I did not at all expect that it would come so soon. I didn't expect that on a random Sunday that I decide that I'll be able to make it to church, she would walk up to me and say that it was her last Sunday.

Well yesterday at church, we had our Christmas program. I was a little upset. I wanted to be in it this year, but work and babysitting didn't allow me to do that. It was awefully different to listen to the choir rather than be in it. The whole program in itself was very good. The message was great. I had Jamie there too and that was awesome. She like never goes to church anymore so to have her there was great. I talked to so many people. I was attacked by a lot of people too. It was all hugs but they were all like going at me. It was nuts. I had a good time talking to everyone though.

So after the service was over, I talked to my younger immature buddies like Noah and Sabrina. Just messin. Then I talked to my college buddies, and then I had to say goodbye.

Steph, I really will miss you. Don't ever forget that you were the one who introduced me to my first Starbucks drink EVER. How could I forget you? Keep in touch.

5 days later.
We got rid of the last virus thingy we got, but now we have another one. I need my mom to get home so she can get rid of it. There are still some nasty pop ups.

Well today, I worked. Also, let me tell you all a little story.

There is this rock band called Close to Home. I don't know much about them, but my friend went on their myspace page and told me to check out this one video. It was an interview between some news anchor guy and this guy named Brad. At the time this video was taped, Brad was already going through his second round of cancer. Only 20 years old, Brad died. When I read his story, I cried. I really did. Tonight, his band is playing a memorial show for him. I wish I could have gone, not for the show itself, but to show support for Brad's family. I can only imagine what they have gone through.

7:33 PM
Nothing to do.
Bored.
decided that i don't care about caps lock anymore.
surfing the net.
almost got a virus today.
crazy gross pornographic pop-ups attacked my computer
7:34 PM
watching nickelodeon
more like listening to it
my brother is watching it
vikings lost today.
i wanted to cry.
it was chaos in my house today.
7:35
the men in my family like the bears
the women in my family like the vikings
too bad they aren't doing so well this year
thats okay
i had a good dinner today
it was ham
but i don't like ham
but the bisquits were good
7:36
umm nothing else important to say
later everyone

I'm bored.
I was going to say that it was late Friday night,
but it isn't.
It is 12:03 AM on Saturday.
The snow outside is beautiful.
8+ inches.
Work was cancelled.
Amazing I must say.
Might be at church this weekend.
Might also go to Rockford.
Who knows.
Kinda hungry right now.
Need some sleep.
And food.
This blog is absolutely pointless.
Go Vikings.
Beat the Bears this weekend.

Happy Birthday Christian!!!

Christian's birthday was yesterday.
He's three.
He's very bratty today.
It's Thanksgiving.

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

I went to Chi-town yesterday.
It was super fun.
I was tired on the way home.
Luckily I didn't drive.
I would have like fallen asleep or something.
Family is here now.
Gotta go.
Have a great day everyone.
Be thankful.

I have nothing important to say but . . .


I am going to cry. That's all.